Sometimes the wisest decisions are the hardest to make.

One of my favorite philosophers, Maurice Merleau-Ponty once said that it is great to have one's passion as one's profession. And I think there must be some deep philosophy or maybe a little bit of wisdom hidden in the question: how to maintain the spark and the passion in the humdrum of the daily responsibilities of a profession. Honestly, personally I don't have an answer, just a few guesses. As a person slowly recovering from chronic depression my life seems to be all about re-finding that spark with anything =)