Thank you for the feedback!

If a penniless, depressed hippie like me can finally buy a house of his own, then I believe anyone can make ones dreams come true =) It might take some time and patience, some adventures, some struggling, some trials and erros - failures are lessons to learn from. And sometimes miracles happen when you least expect.

Depression is a nasty thing. It makes one feel that ones dreams aren't realistic, and without dreams life feels empty. And emptiness fuels depression, and one gets stuck in the bog. But at some point I thought to myself: "Well, if I anyhow feel that no matter what I try in my life it is doomed to fail - so then why not take a big risk, try my luck and see what happens..." Or maybe it was my intuition telling me that it is time to break free and start the adventure.