It took me couple of years to recognize some of my things as a freeze-reaction. (Before that I thought that the fundamental reaction is Fight or Flee, but those two alone don't quite capture the essence of freeze-reaction). Nowadays I feel that instead of the darkness of depression there is just some mist left; a layer of numbness, and some emotional indifference. But luckily enough they don't totally block my ability to enjoy life =)

More time to regularly work with URW - that will be my theme for year 2015!