This is one of the best articles that you wrote! Awesome. And the society thing ,,mindless piece of this engine called The Society" is exactly what I think. Congrats! I call them sheeps. And the sheeps don´t like when you are different.

I don´t know if you know this game, but give it a try: Fallout 2. It is set in the post apocalyptic world and it is just.. awesome. Story, humour, npcs, world. Just everything. + You can make entire game without single shoot! That is... rare and awesome!
You said you like small quests and things like that, so I think that you will like this(Maybe you know this game already, not sure)

OH and Wasteland is inspired by Fallout!(I think)

http://media.riemurasia.net/albumit/mmedia/ah/ezi/18pl/511847/1454071651... :D No offense, but that seems like ugly place.