This has very little to do with me making decisions. Let me just express the way I feel: Posting daily pictures causes me physical and emotional pain. Trying to communicate with other people leaves me feeling void and empty. I recognize these are pretty much just left-overs from my semi-autistic post-traumatic coping methods. Yet, I'll do my best to keep on posting the daily pictures. But not today. I try again tomorrow. Please don't feel hurt if I don't reply to your comments, most of the time I simply don't have energy to communicate. Safety is solitude, that is what I learnt in my own childhood, and for some time I need to go with that.

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Hi Erkka. This post is "funny" in the sense that I was just diagnosed with ADHD and some other stuff related to depression. I feel some similar emotions as the ones you mentioned here today - all the time. It's draining all my energy away, the little I have, everyday. And I feel stuck and lost most of the time.... Anyway, just sharing here because it felt "right".
Oh! Some of my friends have said that their lives have been better after having a diagnosis and getting support tailored for their needs. I hope you'll get all the possible help to cope with these not-so-pleasant emotions!
Thanks ;) !
Your blog always helps a lot too!
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